People get disappointment when they expect. Mau cuma 'a lil bit expecting' or 'expecting too much' menurut gue sama aja. And when they trust someone and that person destroys or breaks the faith, they get disappointments, also that fear of trust. Ya ga sih? Or am I just being over-demanding? Gak tau lah.
Sometimes, bingung ya mau nentuin jadi orang yang 'baik', orang yang 'biasa-biasa aja', apa orang yang 'kadang baik kadang jahat'. Being 'bad person'? Really not a thing even a minute I would think of.
Disappointment belakangan ini sering banget datengnya. Selalu ada aja di tiap-tiap masalah, disappointed karena inilah, itulah, yang kaya gini lah, yang kaya gitu lah. Kebanyakan disappointednya tau gak. Dan gatau ya, menurut gue orang-orang yang kebanyakan dapet disappointment itu malah kebanyakan mereka-mereka yang baik dan gak macem-macem, mungkin orang-orang kayak gitu kaliya yang short-minded (in a good way of meaning, of course) yang akhirnya gampang percaya sama orang yang sama sekali ga dipikir would got them disappointed.
And quotes to self: don't easily trust, even when you get a hundred reasons why you should be. don't expect, even when you have the least of it.
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